from heybuddie, in Calgary
When will it end? It seems to never stop. Something is always wrong with me. I’m tired, so tired of something continually being wrong with me. Why me? Why always me? When will I catch a break? When will I have more than a moment or 2 of peace? More than a moment or 2 to live the life I want? I want to move on so I can keep healing and help others. I thought I was going down that path. But it seems something, perhaps fate, always has more to say. To remind me, just when I think it’s looking up, just when I think I’m moving in a direction that’ll make me happier, more fulfilled than ever, to fuck off.
HeyBuddie, I often feel the same way. It will pass, keep moving forward, step by step. You got this friend!
Heybuddie,
I am sorry you are going through everything you are. I know it can be tough. I have been there, and still am at times. I don’t know your specifics but I do know that with every step forward we take, at times we will be met with 2 steps back. This can feel frustrating. But what I have also learned is that ther is pride and hope in those steps we did take forward and teachings in those steps back. And those can propel us forward. Don’t strive for perfection. Strive for 1 % better each day. And always remember that itbis impossible to feel joy/gratitude and anger/hopeless at the same time. So if you can, find something to be grateful for everyday. You’ve got this!!!